i just had the most peculiar experience last night.
peculiar because nothing of some sort had i dreamed would ever happen to me..
what a waste though because the spark is long dead already...
had it been present still, i would have fainted at that instant!
still, i managed to smile to myself upon thinking how much i longed for this..
i had waited for two years to have just this moment with you...
i had dreamed you'd ask me those questions you'd aked me last night for months and months..
Wish granted!!
but sadly, the feeling is no longer here...
no more fireworks in your eyes as i look at them for the first time in two years..
no more crazy heartbeats and flushed faces in me as i casually joked around with you...
what a sad story for me...dont you think??
and a sad story for you, too...
because you could have had a love booked especially for you had you payed attention..
you could have had a burning affection exclusively for your eyes..
but tell me how do you awaken a recently dead heart that refuses to live again and get hurt?..
no..i think i will give it a rest already,
because no one can ever forget the bloody valentine you gave me last february..
and no one..not even you can scoop back those tears i shed for you that night...
so now..i just wanna say how thankful i am to be over you..
because i realized what a jerk you are..
and how it feels great to be free again from the tangles that your magic suffocates..
goodbye jiggs..and hello jiggs again...hahaha
....emo kau...
